a by now used t' be doctor no regrets claimed no regrets but yes looking for number four (here written the number 4 like that) for it was blue and still is quite bluntly stated direct and without preparation but then that would not be altogether true would it (now)? the difference in tone between the two different potential differences already the confusion of voltages and latent hidden as if did not exist yes surely at a grazing angle could pick up just a few or a very little admitted in front hermetic self-concealed self-contained there is no such thing but in germs of a family member only the obscene need apply at first Jane looked at the sea to see what would happen and then at the rising cobra vaguely recalling the meaning but only vaguely for that is all that it seemed to be able to be as of yet to be but not now however there is something here of some sort could she ever imagine that at that time she was considered to be quite irresistible and now it could also be said to be true that she is still hard to resist but where is this that this is so? how much validity could there be to this and who would really care? flower child though it must be said at the outset just how patient her patient had to be also in her mind the one who wrote it all out of her mind also in the image of earth herself her self she contemplated there in that kind of a moment the tremendous plan began to articulate itself and thereby fall of the weight of its own articulation of itself was and still is the adventure of the whole thing here in the atmosphere of their place where drink a plenty memory never gone back to celebrate except in recounting to others the principles left out so as to say so to say in a mansion of speaking writing the way who would like someone other than and similar to at the same time forever at the same time the seemingly necessary sequentiality enough to drive one mad with a sense of too much so certainly quite quite sufficient let alone the doubt the double tease glossed art the peach kissed like so much the picture to a tea so high as to be just out of reach but tantalizingly near apparently just in reach at the same just beyond and now where? and now the absence and neglect haunts but provides sustenance the secret craving and the secret diet kept hidden in the crypt